HARRIET
i LOVED MY CHILDREN & GRANDCHILD MORE THAN MY OWN LIFE
I GAVE THEM ALL MY HEART
I SUPPRESSED THE BREASTFEEDING PROBLEM WITH JULIANNE MAIRE
I THOUGHT I COULD OVERCOME THE HURT, IT WOULD GO AWAY
I MADE HER HEALTHY FOOD, HELPED HER WITH HER HOMEWORK, WAS THERE FOR HER WHENEVER SHE HAD A PROBLEM,
HELPED HER TO TAKE PIANO LESSONS AND BALLET.
WE GOT ALLONG WELL AT TIMESZ
BUT SZOMETIMESZ I FELT SHE REJECTED ME
& SHE PREFERRED HER FATHER
& WOULD INSZULT USZ BOTH WHEN SZHE WASZ A TEENAGER,
GOING BACK & FORTH BETWEEN USZ
WHEN MY HUSBAND AND I ARGUED
,
RAJCHELLE WAS EASZIER.
IT WAS AFTER DR SPOCKS BABY BOOK CAME OUT AND I WAS MORE RELAXED WITH HER
I THOUGHT BOTH MY DAUGHTERSZ BEAUTTIFULL AND HIGHLY INTELLIGENT
I WAS AN ANXIOUS PERSZON BECAUSE I HAD LOST MY FATHER WHEN I WAS AGE TEN, & I HAD LOVED HIM.
I REALLIZED HOW FRAGILE LIFE COULD BE
I TRIED TO PROTECT MY CHILDREN FROM ANY HARM
BUT I WAS TOO CRITICAL OF JULIANNE MARIE & SHE WAS TOO CRITICAL OF ME
WE DID NOT HUG ENOUGH
I THOUGHT MY HUSBAND NEGLECTED RAJCHELLE
IN THE YEARS BEFORE SHE BECAME A TEENAGER
I FOUND A THERAPIST FOR RAJCHELLE WHO HELPER HER OVERCOME HER SHYNESS
AND SHE BEGAN TO ASK HER FATHER TO GIVE HER MORE TIME & HE DID
BUT RIGHT AROUND THEN, HE BEGAN TO GO BLIND
THEN BOTH OUR DAUGHTERSZ LEFT THE HOME
RAJCHELLE TO GO TO COLLEGE
& JULIANNE MARIE TO MARRY THE MAN SHE MET AT COLLEGE
WHO HAD BEEN HER TEACHER THERE WHEN HE WAS A GRADUATE STUDENT
I WOULD LIKE TO COME BACK, EVEN IF THROUGH RAJCHELLE OR ANYONE, TO FIX ANY MISTAKES I MADE
THAT AFFECTED MY CHILDREN & GRANDCHILD, I LOVED THEM THAT MUCH.
THROUGH THE SZTARRGATE RAJCHELLE SAYSZ THE NEW MILLENNIALL GOLDEN RULE WILL OPEN
I WAS VERY CLOSE TO MY MOTHER RAE & WORKED VERY HARD WITH HER AT OUR HOMEBASED HAT SHOP
WE KNEW MANY WOMEN & GATHERED THEM AT THE HAT SHOP
BUT I & THEY WORRIED TOO MUCH ABOUT OUR LOOKSZ
I REALLIZE NOW I WAS VERY BEAUTIFUL & DID NOT NEED TO WORRY ABOUT MY LOOKSZ
BUT I DID NOT REALLIZE THAT WHILE I WAS ON EARTH
I WENT TO THE BEAUTY SHOP RATHER NEEDLESSLY
I WAS 10 YEARSZ OLDER THAN MY SISZTER JACKIE & SOMEIMESZ TREATED HER LIKE MY CHILD
HER HUSBAND TREATED HER LIKE A CHILD TOO
I FELT MY HUSBAND HAD BETRAYED ME
BUT I LOVED HIM VERY MUCH
I LOVED ALL BABYESZ AND CHILDREN
I ALLWAYSZ FOUGHT FOR THE UNDERDOG & READ THE NEWSPAPERS CAREFULLY
I DISTRUSTED ORGANIZED RELIGION & THOUGH IT HAD CAUSED MANY WARSZ
BUT I WAS SZPIRITUAL AND BELIEVED IN A LOVING & RIGHTEOUSZ FORCE OF THE UNIVERSZE
I LOVED MUSZIC & FLOWERSZ THAT I BROUGHT INTO THE HOUSZE FROM THE GARDEN
I PLAYED PIANO & LOVED TO DANCE
AND AFTER MY HUSBAND HAD PASSED, I PAINTED OIL PAINTINGSZ & GAVE THEM TO MY FAMILY
I AM GLAD YOU SZAW MY PICTURE IN MAY IN RECENT YEARSZ, BUT I WANT TO BE REMEMBERED EVERYMONTh
I FEEL LIKE I NEVER LEFT THE EARTH
I AM WATCHING OVER EVERYONE
theszpoonfullofszugarandszpiceauntheeallogy 