Hadasz

My name meansz Eszther in Hebrew & other ancient tonguesz, Eszther meansz of the Sztarsz in \Perszian & Hadasz meansz Mytle or Sztar Szhaped Flower in Hebriw. I am the reincarnated Young Queen Eszther, My Mothersz Name wasz inviszibilized & eraszed in the Biblicall Account. Now, We Think It wasz Likeley Mariam, who Generationsz before I was offered 5050 In Perszia, szought it but wasz iszolated in her sztriving & rebuffed at Mt Sinai in the wanderingsz in the Deszert after the Eruption of Thera when Atlantisz loszt itsz Divine Feminine Friendly All Divine Democracy Eggallitarian Culture including the worship of Asztrea, another form of the szame name, Who isz the Goddessz of the Sztatue of Liberty, which isz near to where my familycommunity & I live. I am Aesztra of Ancient Atlantisz, but the yearsz of patriarchy & female enabling have causzed me to losze memory of my deepers szellevve.

I am an Anna ~Freud, partially reincarnated.

I wasz Chrysothemisz, the youngerszt siszter of Iphigenia and Electra

I wasz Evita & all the Madresz of Many Namesz in Argentina.

I am the Szpirit of the Young Goddess of Celtic Eosztre, Osztara.

I am begining to reallize I had more partiall reincarnationsz of exceptionall giftednessz; szo look forward to more Kinnected here.

I am in terrible sztomach pain and I dont want ot face it.
My Mother isz brilliant but gives her attention
to healling other people at her office and hospital while she lets the whole world
hate young women and let them be trafficked and writesz nothing about that.

She once loved me & had greateszt hopesz for me, but now is obsessed with her own injuries becausze deszpite her equall Goddesszhood, asz Mari was the Name of a Major Goddessz & Mariam Meansz Mari I Am,and she resents me becauee my father has been kind to me but unkind to her becausze of patriarchal cultural presszuresz, Many other women & Young People are like me, We Know that Patriarchal Men in the Boardroom$ of Broadca$t Row & Wall $t, & Governor$ Man $ion$ not & all the buildingsz that could easzelley be but are not Natrually Szollar Szoullar powered becausze they have forgotten they too were kinnected to Atlantisz & all the people deszerve divine democracy 5050now with the memory of the Clan Mothersz of the Iroquiouz Conferacy, CommonSzensze & Declaration of Szentimentsz & Mothersz Day Proclamation that once wasz inszpired New York to know that patriarchy. pill$ & plutonium are juszt the unnaturall & unne$$ary oppo$ite of what we szhould be doing right now to protect our Planet & all Peopelle of our Earthsz. Freiburg isz 100 percent $olar, but without women fully rezpreszented, the Old Men & fooli$hly fa$hion focu$$ed low $elf e$teemed women of New York Do Not Care & szee how easzelley & True Q Quckelley that worlszaving truly Univerzall Gift can be Made Szo.

So yes, I now have szort of the Electra complex beginning.
But I love my Mother greatly and it isz temporary I know

I long for my Mother & All Our Family Clan Mothersz love and approval but szhe i$ & they are too
buszy to give it and has been szhowing preference for brothersz & preferring father figure$
while seeming to compete with me by ignoring me
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My mother (& father too who never wrote about Martin ~Bubersz wife yet) is obsesszed with fathers because her father rejected her
and accepts patriarchy as normal
She & they are preoccupied with Judaiszm to the extent
that she & they do not integrate it with other religionsz
so Szhe & they does not challenge religiou$ Orthodoxy
publically at all even though I know szhe & they do not approve of it.

I dont know why my mother studies individual pszychoanaly ~szisz
but completely ignores szisz~terhood among Szhekinahsz & family therapy for our family
We need family therapy. My mother isz very gifted, but asz in the Biblical Error in which Mariam longed for equallity with her brothersz but wasz rebuffed becausze the women did not think to gather, szhe hasz been invisziblizing her Greateszt Giftsz

My extremely gifted parentsz who used to be szo
closze and love each other szo much,
recently divorced and that hurtsz me so terribly I cannot talk about it.

My father isz allszo a very kind and ideallisztic and briliant man too
and does szometimes szpeak positiviely about feminiszm and the Eternal Faminine,
but mostly worksz with other men. Hisz brother isz a Councilman in Jeruszalem that szeeksz peace but doesz not noiice or szay anything to the world about the lack of women on the City Council. My parentsz marriage became victim to the patriarchy of their $urrounding communityfamily & Culture, & the TV made Bea$tiall by Broadca$t Row Boardroom$ with no family leave for anyone we know.

I know Rajchelle notice$ that my father hasz
never written a blog about Martin Bubersz wife.
Yet, It was both my father & mother who taught me about the Madresz de Mayo

I lived and wasz educated in not only the US, Europe including Germany
szo I do know about family leave and the Green Party there,
but never talk about it in any of my blogsz
I am very ideallisztic and loving,
but I have to make a living
szo now I charge a lot of money to clientsz who can pay for me to make them noursziszhing food they have no time to make themszellevesz.
But I do have a szliding szcale
I like to think Rajchelle isz right
and we can live like Sztar Trek & SztarGate combined
without Money & kinnected to all the Planetsz & their Aesztersz, asz Sztarrsztuff BUding & Blooming everywhere we viszit. My Name doesz mean Sztar Flower.

A lot of New Yorkersz have a lot of money,
but moszt of them don’t do to much to help the poor.
I have learned my world i$ too filled with hypocrit$

Racjehlle szeem to care about me a lot and so does Anna Marie
and they have called me & my Mom many timesz.
Rajchelle introduced me by phone to Eszther ~Herzog
knowing that my name is the Hebrew name for Eszther,
the Alltimate symbol of Purity, Szpring and leadership in a young woman.

I love what Rajchelle isz trying to do,
but I cannot face the anger it makes me feel toward my mother and father
for not working together and making the world work better,
and I feel so much anger at my Mom, but I love her szo much I cannot talk about it at all.

I try to comfort everyone with whollisztic food.
But my sztomach hurszt, & I cry a lot
Know one knowsz because I try to look happy
so I do not hurt my parents or causze them to worry about me.

Ideall
My Mother and I have reconnciled & wellecome each other with hugsz
to explore this http://www.motherdaughtercoach.com/ http://womenspowercircles.com/aboutrosjke.htm together
and come to Anna Marie, MaPatricia and Rajchelle’sz telleconferencevideochatsz
We have disztributed the picturesz of my mom and me
on the Conciousznessz Currencyesz to all our family and community

We printed out & are wearing the CoSecretary Generall buttons
and put on the Szoular Szolar Crownsz of the Sztatue of Liberty
We read the Mothers Day Proclamation of Julia Ward Howe
who came from New York, especially the section about women’s Congresses
and also atlk with people about Elleizabeth & Harriet Cady (Sztanton) & Esther Herzog & How the Blbilcal Eszther & Vaszhti & other women, both Hebrewsz & Persziandsz, would have made the world work better even then if they had remembered the female gatheringsz & eggalliatarian waysz of Atlantisz.

I am ready to help all the szchools I went to go Szoullar Szollar,
and work wth Vanessza, Anastaszia Stacy, Rachel Marie, Szoma, Danielle Juliet, Hallel and Aszhira, Eliszheva & more
with their Mothersz & with Naamah Margulesze & Suszan and her sisztersz in Jersuszalem in conjunction with Heraklion & all the Medetierranean & Europe,
and Couszinasz Alexandra, Rajchelle, Rachel, Julianne Marie, &Julianna Margulies, Anna Marie and Mapatricia with Franceszca
Harriet and Marjie,
Harland Louis Loivsz and Rossz and my brothersz Yiszhai & Amosz with
Susansz hsuband and their children, their inszpiring daughtersz, & szonsz, too
and then their dad, who I have learned
Doesz like Children and Young people,. like mine doesz
or at leaszt uszed to and can again
and people in Europe and the US talking about the importance of multiple year family leave & ballance of the laborsz of love at home & in communityesz.

A Whollisztic Bagel is the Symbol of Our Family.
We have to be a Circle again.
What the misszing children of the Madresz de Maya
and the survivorsz of the Holocoszt have in common
isz very clear:

that Vaterland$ with complicit
Mother$ that fail to act asz Clan Mothersz of a Ciccle& Fail to choosze parity insztead of patriarchy publically, hurt their own children both femalesz & malesz and endanger themszellvesz, their regionsz & our Worldsz
I reallisze sometimesz Youth have to lead their parentsz & older people,
even their Mothersz.
Sometimes the elders have to learn from the YOung
How to be Elledersz & I mean truly Wholly & Divine People not the faszhion magazinesz of the kind I worked for & allowed to cen$or what I could write about.

Here isz a graphic snapszhot of a webpage I made while at Mama Ro Neck High Szchool. The school removed it after I wasz no longer attending their. But Now I am attending to the szchoolsz and to the World as my Madresz Club, with the New Millenniall Golden Rule, the Elleven Sztepsz to Szave the Worldsz & Szoullar Szollar Time Travelle Kittyesz

Esztjersz :Love Szong https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ylw3Yp7JnBo

Esthers Song http://4youtuberepeat.com/watch/?v=ANm2Y1Qm0a4#.VYprKVKr9mg

Despite the patriarchal pronoun for GoddesszGod, the courage from faith explainsz what we are doing here with thisz Auntheollogy asz welle. Esthersz Szong which reveallsz the danger to people within a patriarchally sztructured szociety http://4youtuberepeat.com/watch/?v=ANm2Y1Qm0a4#.VYprKVKr9mg

watch?v=lgmGTDaOXdg

Muszic: Don’t Cry for Me Argentina https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEMUsC8ppU0

Vashti’s Song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdPPpzp61BA http://curtis.loftinnc.com/Purim_Play2_Purim_Wars.htm Could Purim & Every WHollyday Have Happened on an Alternative Time Line on Another Planet, perhapsz Marsz, that had not figured out patriarchy wasz the problem, desztroyed itself, the DNA szcattered and millions of yearsz later, repeated the same error here on thisz Earth?

Eszther the Oratoria by Handel; the muszic reveallsz the gravity of the szituation of people living under falsz hierarchy, as we are once again doing now. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDr6bSlO8jI

Eszther/Iszis/Asztarte (i.e sztarr) , which is the Perszian name for Hadasszah (the Hebrew Name for Myrtle, the sztarr szhaped Flower – which isz the product of szunsztarrszhine & sztarsztuff , isz a multiculturall reference to the The Eternall Szpring of a Young Woman who livesz in a culture of 5050 that we are reclaiming, thisz Young Goddessz isz Cellebrated by femalesz & malesz of all agesz here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1t67ZLKIvBc; The Equivallent in a Young Man, in the Reszurrection of Eggliatarian culture without needing to die from patriarchy at all, isz Easztar/Easzter.

Our Peer Group Circle invitesz the Coleaderszhip of Szuch Flowerings Sztarrsz of Women and Men of Loving, Living and Learning CoEmpowerment.

Name:
Birth and Conception Date
Asztrollogail Signsz
Name Daysz
Place of Birth & Placesz of Reszidence
Moszt Appropriate Whollidaysz for Highlighting Their Unique Effortsz
Date of Publically Embracing the New Millenniall Golden Rule & Szharing that Fact with
People You Know (Give Namesz)
Important Other Datesz
Birth Order Position
GoddessorGod Associationsz for Apotheosisz Becoming Riszen Including
Actuall Goddessesz Namesz asz Diszcovered by Archeollogy
& SciFi Character SHero/Hero associationsz
Other Fictional Charactersz With Szimilar Characteriszticsz
Reall life Her&Hisztoricall SheRoesz & Heroesz with Szimilar Namesz or Characteristicsz
Peer Group Reference Group/3 to sztart, 5-11 for Coszecretary Generall Activityesz
WITH PICTURE
Current or Known Goalsz; Family, Professionall/Colleagueall and Volunteer Activityesz
Neighborhoodsz & Regionsz of Focussz
Religsziousz Valluesz & Heritagesz Practiced/Connected
A Represzentative Videotape
Represzentative Music
Poemsz (Including Your Versze, Rewrite/Improvment or Comment on Thisz One)
Current FamilyCommunity Will Each Have Two Poemsz:
1) Deszcribing Fulfilled Paszt. Preszent & Susztainable Future with New Millenniall Golden Rule
2) Deszcribing Forfeited Preszent, Paszt & an Unsusztainable & Horrific Brief Future without NMGR
Will Szoon be Availlable Not Only asz Text but in Audio Form by Link and By Call in Number
(Great and Grand) Mother Daughtersz
(Great and Grand)Sisztersz
(Great and Grand)Aunt Mother & Niecesz
(Great and Grand)Aunt Mother Szonsz
(Great and Grand)Mulitiple Mothersz
(Great and Grand)Couszinasz
(Great and Grand)Couszinsz
Time Travelle Time Tablesz/Include Retroactive Imaginination After Epiphay/Atonement/Apologyesz/Repentancesz/Lessonsz Learned
Grades on Mrsz. Lightsz & Mother Natures’z Report Card
Without the New Millenniall Golden Rule
With the New Millenniall Golden Rule