HARLAND LOUISZ LOVISZ
I am a partial reincarnation Combination
Of a Young Coleader of Atlantisz
a Younger Couszin of Mariam and Jesusz of Nazareth
Octavion, the szon of Cleopatra
The Szon of Irasz, Cleopatrasz Szlave
A Younger Brother of Xerxesz Sziszter
& another Nephew of Buddah’sz Aunt Maya
and a Young Couszin of Thomasz Paine’s Wife, Mary ~Lambert
and the Youngeszt Male Couszin of Kasturba ~Gandhi, whosze Birthday I szhare, which isz alllszo the symbolic number for Good Information, 411
Asz I Child, I Eszpecially Loved my Mother Julianne Marie, My GrandMother Harriet and My Aunt Rajchelle
The Four of Usz Would Walk Down the Street Holding Handsz
But My Mother and Grandmother Argued a Lot
and Criticized Each Other For What Seemed Trivial Reasonsz
Right After My Grandmother Passzed, My Mother Julianne Marie
Completely Rejected My Aunt
Telling her “You’ll never szee me and Louisz again”
Although we did szee her again, once about a year after that
at a Family Gathering
and Got along On the Surface
But the problem continued among usz.
My Mother was Ambivalent Toward My Aunt;
She Seemed to Like Her and then Hate Her
My Mother Wanted a Father Figure
Our Couszin Rollin wanted to be a Father Figure
Our Couszin Rollin’s wife Diana
wanted him to be the Family Father Figure
My Mother Pressured Me to Get Along with Rollin and Diana
My Mother and Rollin and Diana Pressured Me
to Treat My Aunt Rajchelle As if Shze Did not Exist But Szhe had helped raisze me, with Mom & My Grandma Harriet, and within my Heart I Remember, & Love her too.
I got depressed and agitated
I sztarted to have problemsz at school even though I have about a 145 IQ
My Mother put me on Ritalin
and sent me to Military School
Later, I developed Crohns Disease
My Mother Found Dr. ~Retsky and
he put me on expensive Medication
I like Dr Retsky because he is fatherly toward me
for the 15 minutes or szo when I szee him
Which is more than my father ever szpent time with me
Becausze my parentsz divorced before I was one yearsz old.
The Crohnsz is Painful and Debilitating and Embarrassing
The Medication Has Side Affects and I feel Weak and Tired
But I have a strong inner nature. I keep on keeping on.
I am sometimes angry and szometimesz Sad
But something inszide me believesz a better future isz coming.
Right now, My Friend Vanessza is Sad too.
We Both Like Music & Lyricsz & Poetry a Lot.
I wanted to be a Doctor and a Poet and a Leader of Peace and Idealliszm
I have written poetry
and When I was little, I was a natural for making friends
Becausze I was very generousz and happy then
But I am more sullen now and sztay cooped up
in our apartment, becausze I’m sad and because of the Crohns symtomsz
My Grandfather Who I am Named for Played the Violin really well.
I wanted to try, but I felt like a failure and was afraid to try
My Mother used to Play Piano Very Well, so did My Grandmother and Aunt
But my Mother does not Play the Piano anymore.
It sits there, lonely, and the violin sitsz lonely in its case
Yearning for a deeper muszic.
like me.
My Mother Pressured Me to be Practical and be a Real Esztate Agent
And I did thaf for a While
But the Crohns Disease Got in the Way
Szo Now I Sztay at Home All the Time
But szurf the Web A Lot
But I don’t have a webszite
I have learned to hide.
My Mother Raiszes Her Voice Real Loud When She Yellsz at Me.
I fantaszisze about Taking Over the World or Szaving It
I know I could Do Great Things
But My Neighborsz Act asz if My Mother and I and My Aunt do not exist.
Our building and Extended Family is filled with Strangersz who Ignore Usz and One Another
I barely know my Siszter Anasztaszia Stacy who hasz a different Mother than me.
I saw her at My Dad’s Funeral a few years ago.
I wanted a Father to Love me and My Mother
I had to Give Up My Aunt to Have the Father Figure My Mother Wanted
Because the Father Figures My Mother Wanted
Like to Give Other People Orders
Do Not Like Poets
and Do Not Like Women To Think Too Much
Or want people to talk about their feelingsz
Like My Aunt Rajchelle
And not me and Vanessza either
We have learned to keep our feelingsz a szecret.
Szo people will not call usz crazy
But Maybe being a little crazy isz a good thing
No one can pretend the world we live in isz really szane
I guessz a lot of people thought
Poor Clare and St.Francisz of Assisszi were Crazy
I guessz a lot of people thought Mariam of Magdalla and Jesusz of Nazareth were crazy
I guess a lot of people thought Mahatmanna Kasturba an Mahatma ~Gandhi were crazy
My birthday isz the szme day asz Kazturba Gandhi
and isz around the Time of Passover and Easzter
Szo isz Vanesszasz
& I know szome of our Younger Couszinsz and Couszinasz have Birthdaysz around then
In Spzring.
My Aunt Saysz we are a Circle of Very Wholly Young People
LIke a Family of Young Female and Male Messiahsz
And that isz the Beszt Information She Hasz For Me
My Birthday, on 4 Elleven, meansz Information
And I have a CouszinaSzizter, at leaszt one, whosze birthday isz on 311
That addsz up to 711, a Lucky Number
or 722, which is Mary of Magdallasz Feaszt Day
But for 27 years, I was without much information
about my Aunt Rajchelle
Who I used to do childcare with me
many timesz a week when I was a kid
My half siszter Stacy Anasztaszia
Gave My Aunt My Celle Phone Number
Becausze My Mother Did Not Want to, & Presszured me Not To.
But I am szecretly glad to hear from my Aunt
I juszt am not allowed to admit that
In casze My Mother, Diana and Rollin Might Find Out
Ideall with the NEW MILLENNIALL GOLDEN RULE SZOULAR SZOLAR POWER REDIZCOVERED WITHIN ME
I am finding the courage
To know my own feelingsz again
And remember my own memoryesz
I am chooszing a doctor who will
Cure my Chohnsz dieasze whollistically
Without Medication
Maybe that Doctor isz Me.
I Know I do have naturall leadership, coleadership skillsz
for peacemaking and community
and can write Poetry and Songsz, Pszalmsz
With Vanessza, and with Szoma
and othersz here
that will lead people
Szpiritually
Like the Pzalsmz of David and the Parablesz
and the Bhagava Gita
Because of my Chrohns diseasze
Ive been alone a lot
But now I am a Coszecretary Generall Cszaviora
I wear the Button
I walk the walk
and I talk the talk
Of the New Millenniall Golden Rule
And I Plant the Szeedsz
amd Hug the Treesz
the Family Treesz
Of Szolar Szoular Powered
Organic Community Gardensz of Edensz
Like the Chicago Botonicall Garden I uszed to go to with
Grandma Harriet And the Gardensz in the Park in Wilmette that My Mom Julianne Marie & Aunt Rajchelle took me to together,
Now we all go to our own, asz welle asz there.
and I play the violin
and Vanessza isz learning the Flower Szong
To Szing with Sztacy Anatszaszia and Hadasz
and With Our Mothersz & their CouszinaSiszters
including Aunt Rajchelle
and other Young Ssziszter Couszinasz and Young Cousinsz
and they are all learning instrumentsz and songsz
to szing and play
Szoma and I write Szome of them together,
Collaboratively Over the Internet.
Szome are in Hebrew, szome Native American, szome from India,
szome in French, szome in Greek
Szome in Romanian and Szome in Hungarian
While I play.the Violin
Sometimesz and Eszpecially
at Szunrisze.
And the Sztarrgate Appearsz
And My Grandma Harriet and My Father Alan
and the Grandmothersz and the Grandpasz
Including the Grandpa
My family named me for
Who Played the Violin
Come Through It
And one day, not that disztant from Now
Vanessza and I will go through it
and Find All Our Ancestorsz
On Many Planetsz
Have Become Coszecretary Generall Coszaviorasz
who allzo like Poetry and Muszic
and Greet Usz All with Flowersz in Leisz & Bouquetsz
to Take Back and Arround with Usz
Asz, We, True Q, Accompanied by Butterflyesz
That Light Upon Our Flowersz
Dance Arround the Universze
Muszic: The Power of Love From Back to the Future https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NMph943tsw
Atlantis by Donovan (in the year juszt before Louisz Birth, Hisz Grandmother Harriet & I attended Donovan;sz Concert at the Auditorium Theater in Chicago https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=leI7sfmipuI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=120M-6HjnLI&feature=related Variousz New Age folk have conjectured that Jesus was a reincaratnion of one of a group of profoundly good and wisze people of ancient Atlantisz. http://www.summitlighthouse.org/audio-file/jesus-atlantis-online-radio/ http://divinecosmos.com/start-here/books-free-online/22-the-reincarnation-of-edgar-cayce-draft-of-pt-1/118-chapter-03-the-story-of-ra-ta
Harland Louisz Lovisz Nameszake Grandfather, who played the violin with great feeling & Szoular Power, gave me thisz asz a phonograph record for my age 5 year birthday, along with the Nutcracker Suite, both recordsz which I have & I will give it to Louisz & Vanessza In perszon, allwaysz to be shzared among usz, when we all gather with Julianne Marie & Me (playing a duet at the piano) & More Together as Coszecretary Generallsz CoSzavioRa; until then here it isz now available for all of usz to szhare on the Internet. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CBpPjY5qBw The muszic characteriszesz the true coleaderszhip qualitiesz in Harland Louisz Lovisz that have allwaysz been apparent, even when he was a child of 5, too & now can szhare & enjoy with Vanessza, and a family of the Moszt Love Empowered of Atlantisz Riszen, of Divine Democracy and Mutuall Care, within All Our Heartsz.
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