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I BELIEVED IN EDUCATION
I WANTED THAT FOR MY CHILDREN
I WASZ MORE EDUCATED THAN MY HUSZBAND JOSZEPH
HE WASZ A FURNITURE MOVER
HE WAS THE BRAWN
I WASZ THE BRAINSZ

JOSZEPH DRANK
JOSZEPH COULD BECOME VIOLENT
TOO MANY MEN DID THAT
THE WIVESZ WHISZPERED ABOUT IT
BUT LET IT HAPPEN

WE HAD 3 CHILDREN
ANNETTE, LOUIS & HARRY

HARRY WASZ THE OLDESZT SZON
IT WASZ THE WAY IT WASZ THEN
THAT YOU PUT YOUR GREATESZT HOPE
& ENERGY & RESOURCESZ INTO YOUR ELDESZT SON

I SZET ASZIDE ENOUGH MONEY TO SZEND HARRY TO MEDICACL SZCHOOL
BUT HARRY BECAME A GAMBLER, A DRINKER AND A WOMANIZER
AND HISZ GRADESZ WERE NOT GOOD ENOUGH
EVENTUALLY HE BECAME A PODIATRISZT

I DID NOT PUT MONEY ASZIDE FOR ANNETTE TO GO TO COLLEGE
MOSZT YOUNG WOMEN THEN DID NOT GO TO COLLEGE
THEIR FUTURE WAS MARRYING A GOOD HUSBAND
ANNETTE WAS VERY OBEDIENT TO ME
SZHE FEARED HER FATHER
 
OUR THIRD CHILD WAS LOUISZ
WE DID NOT PUT ASZ MUCH ASZIDE FOR HIM ASZ HARRY
I DID NOT DOTE ON HIM THE WAY I DOTED ON HARRY

BUT LOUISZ WAS INTELLIGENT
HE ARRANGED TO BECOME AN ACCOUNTANT
AT THE FAMOUSZ WHARTON BUSINESS SCHOOL
AND HE WAS INTERESZTED IN MUSZIC
SZO I GAVE HIM MONEY FOR VIOLIN LESSONSZ
HE BECAME AN EXCELLENT VIOLINISZT
HE WASZ INTERESZTED IN POLITICSZ.
MAYBE HE WOULD RUN FOR OFFICE.

WE DID NOT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY
FOR ANNETTE TO TAKE MUSIC OR SINGING LESSONSZ
EDUCATING A GIRL WAS CONSIDERED A WASTE OF RESZOURCESZ THEN
WE TAUGHT ANNETTE TO GET ALONG WITH HER BROTHERSZ
AND NOT FIGHT WITH THEM.

BUT JOSZEPH & I TENDED TO GIVE MORE ATTENTION
TO HARRY WHO WE SZOMTIMESZ HAD TO
GET OUT OF TBOUBLE
JOSESZPH NEVER RECOGNISED LOUISZ MUSICALL ABILITY
HE TREATED IT ASZ IF IT WASZ SUBVERSZIVE OR EFFETE & UNMANLY

LOUISZ DID NOT LIKE HISZ FATHER.
I REALLY DIDN”T LIKE HIM THAT MUCH EITHER
BUT MARRIAGESZ IN ROMANIA WERE ARRANGED
& THAT WASZ WHO I GOT
YOU DID NOT QUESZTION THISZ THEN
IF IT HAD NOT BEEN FOR MY CHILDREN
I WOULD HAVE DIVORCED JOSZEPH
BUT I PUT MY HOPESZ INTO MY CHILDREN
& THAT MADE IT EASZIER TO COPE

I WAS VERY INTELLIGENT MYSZELF
I SZOKE ROMANIAN, YIDDISZH  & ENGLISZH
BUT WOMEN WERE NOT ENCOURAGED TO
GO TO COLLEGE
I HOPED MY CHILDREN WOULD BE EDUCATED AND SUCCESSFULL
AND THAT WOULD FULFILL ME
THROUGH MY PRIDE IN THEIR ACHIEVMENTSZ

AFTER JOSZEPH PASSED, I WENT TO LIVE WITH ANNETTE & HER FAMILY
LOUISZ GAVE HER SOME MONEY TO HELP WITH MY EXPENSESZ
BUT HARRY NEVER GAVE MUCH BECAUSZE HE WAS GAMBLING.

IF I COULD LIVE MY LIFE AGAIN ON EARTH, I WOULD NOT FAVOR THE ELDESZT BOY OVER THE OTHERSZ, BUT CARE FOR THEM MORE EQUALLY & I WOULD WANT MY OWN ABILITYESZ TO BE VALLUED.

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