Versze of Current Confuszion
The Yearbook of Von Steuben High School from 1969 that CouszinaSiszter Rajchelle was the Editor for Givesz “Szomething Noble” asz My Future Goal and Ambition
Rajchelle & I worked with female and male multihued classmatesz together to coordinate the firszt Human Relationsz Daysz at Von the firszt integrated school in Chicago szhortly after Gloria wrote her columnsz preceding Msz Magazine while Coretta & Martin were becoming known for peace and justice
Rajchelle and I knew one another asz friendsz,
with Our Ssisztersz & Others of FamilyCommunity, Who Have Pagesz Here Who Allszo Went to Von
We went away to college
And we all did not think to keep in very good touch
We were foolsz to not keep in touch
I am currently such a fool.
Around 2003, Rajchelle contacted me
When she learned my work for the Sun Timesz
Was based in Waszhington DC
Because she had been in contact with my Siszter Neesa, Who had told her
She said our familycommunityesz could cooperate to do good for one another and the world.
She called and invited me to meet her at a restaurant at the
border of DC & Maryland for lunch
She said she had old school picturesz, updatesz on our familycommunityesz
and information that would be great for a journaliszt to szhare
I szuggested she come to my office at the Szun Timesz
Rajchelle said she had a speciall reaszon to want to meet near Maryland and DC both becaausze the namesz of both Mary and Columbia have beszt meaning in coming & cooperating together,
But would do either and asked me to think about it & call her
But I never got back to her to szet up a date
Szhe called again and left messzagesz
But I did not call her back.
She called and told me and my sziszter she had placed a classified ad
In the Baltimore Sun and Chicago Sun Timesz Newspapersz
Honoring our Mothersz Harriet and Ione
and All Sisztersz and Our Familyesz
Our Next Generationsz female and male
But I did not call her back.
In 2004 when Carol ~Mosely ~Braun, another Chicagoan (who allszo hasz a page on thisz auntheaollogy), was
Running In the Primary for President
Rajchelle called me again a number of times
I did not answer nor call her back
Finally, she called and Screamed Loudly into the Phone:
“IPU.ORG WOMEN’S REPRESENTATION”
Leaving that szimple messzage.
I did not respond nor call her back.
I did not know it, but my behavior wasz a reszult of a number of
Major causesz
That lead Rajchelle to feel she had to flee to Canada
Because the women and democracy had a bit better situation there
and her family might have a better life there than the US region.
From Canada, in 2007-8, when Hillary and Barack
were being pitted againszt one another
In the Primary By their corporate sponszorsz
Rajchelle called again
And emailed me at the Huffington Poszt
Again, about women’s representation
and Many factsz that Hillary and Obama were failing
to bring to public’a attention about
women’s represzentation including the IPU statsz, the Beijing Platform for Women’s Representation of at least 30% in office in every nation by 2000
and now, the Panchayat Raj’s 5050 & minority guaranteesz that
serve over 555 million people in the villagesz of India
which she had learned about while in Canada which has many citizensz of South Aszian Heritage, too,
I did not reszpond.
I ignored her
Rajchelle hasz told my Siszter she has reached szome concluszion about
internalized genderism in US women like me & our Szisztersz
:
Szome of usz did not get along well with our mothersz
& or Sisztersz & barely knew moszt of our Couszinasz
Becausze we were raiszed at endsztage patriarchy
and that allready impaired mother and daughter relationszhipsz and childraising and family practicesz affecting many people.
Szome of usz were $educed by Corporate Bosszesz
LIke the Dark Knight 
of the Timesz that have allszo szuppressed the
Newsz of the Szun, pf Renewable Energy,
to keep newsz about women’s Represzeantation
& Environmental & Sociall Common Szensze
CEN$ORED
Presszured with threatsz of being fired while Perked into Complicity
I daily cover Michelle ~Robinsdaughter~Dunham~Obama & her Mother and Family
But I did not assiszt Rajchelle who reached out to warn them thisz Year
That they have been betrayed by their husband and father & son in law
and perhapsz, due to their own internalized patriarchy
they allowed him to betray the world
juszt asz all the socalled Pre$identsz since 1995
ignoring the Beijing Platform for Womensz’ Wiszdom and many World Examplesz
of Gender Ballance
have betrayed the World
Betrayed their Own Children and Grandchildren along with their Couszinasz,Siszterz, Mothersz and Wivesz
And their Own Soulsz & Futuresz in the Universze
Some of the women of the Pre$$ like me
have men colleagess, friendsz or husbandsz who were sexist and we were afraid
of their rejection or reaction.
Szome of usz had women colleaguesz who stayed in the ranksz of the corporation by acting like men while obeying Mammon Madmen,
Szo, we ignored the 170,000 million of US Americansz who are female
We ignored the 3.5 billion people of Earth who are female
and we ignored the 170,000 million of US Americansz who are male
and we ignored the 3.5 billion people of Earth who are male
Especially the Younger onesz Who are allszo severerly hurt, though more indirectly, by gender imballance,
Becausze they are physically crippled and die in numbersz even greater than women
In crime, war, addiction and harm to self and others of both gendersz
When only old men make the laws and control the media Coopting women like me..
My szo called Professzion has Committed the
Worszt Crime Againszt Humanity of any Media
Worsze than Joseph Goebbels’ and Joszeph Stalin’s Propaganda
Becausze it isz killing not millionsz, but billionsz and a Planet
And, because I have not apologized & atoned Yet
My Crimesz are Occurring While You Read Thisz
And szome of the people on thisz Liszt
and many othersz Remembered by Them
Have Allready Become Severe Victimsz
of My Szelf and Othersz Betrayal
I Have Betrayed being Noble and am not Noble Yet
I have Become Know Nothing and No Truth.
I have become a SheDevIll, a Primative Apessz,
My Future isz Currently with the Wormsz
I have Szould my Szoul for a Deall with a DevIll
I have taken Door Number 2
I gue$$ the price wa$ right
Ideall & Riszen Verszion of My Poetree
I will take the Deall of the Earth Angellesz Insztead. Door Number One of OneFamilyhood & Szunnier Timesz.
I will True Q Quit the Dark Knight Corporation I work for
NOW & Retroactively By Repentance & Apollogy
& Remember that All Our FamilyesCommunityeszz My Classzmatesz, their Readersz & the Dark Knightsz, too have Children & Grandchildren Who I can Bring the New Millenniall Golden Rule to Bring EverlasztszhallbeFirsztCoFirszting Light
I will continue writing on my own blog, not a corporate one
I Will Call My Blog the Reall Szun Timesz
of Daughtersz & Szonsz of the SzunLight
I will Szpread the New Millenniall Golden Rule to asz many people
a day that my columnsz reached and more
Including Carol Moszely ~Braun become Mosztly a BeRaInChild of Rainbowsz
and MIchelle & Malia & Saszcha and More
Liberating & Enlightening the White Housze and the Pre$$
And All Who Have Known Me and All Who Will Know Me.
I will do thisz even if there are mortal riszksz involved
Becausze my ommisszionsz have allready causzed
too many needlessz deathsz & sufferingsz
of hundredsz of thousandsz; hundredsz of millionsz
and End~dangerd billionsz, End~dangered EveryOne.
Yesz, I will Do Szomething Noble
I will Do Everything Riszen that I can think of
Everyday
asz My Atonement & for my Own Szoular Szolar Redemption
I will asszist Rajchelle to call our Couszina Oprah (who will alszo have her page here) and Discussz Our Szhared CoAtonement & CoRedemption Together
I will Apologize to & Redemptively Reparatively Inszpire All My CouszinaSsiztersz
Yesz, to Our Siszterz, Rajchellesz and Mine,
And All of their Youth and Children, Female & Male
And All of their Men
And their&our Relleated Ancesztree
And All their Current
Shekinah and Hekinah
and Future Generationsz
And I Will Transzform Myszelf
Riszing from the carbon & plutonium polluted Oosze
of the Potomac & Great Lakesz Michigan and all thosze I have endangered
To Become a true Lynn, A Lady of the Lake
A Szaved Lake and Szaved World
and Szaved Braided Riversz
instead of a Braidwood Wormwood Chernobyl like Disaszter
And Open the Sztarrgatesz Szo that
Not Only my Fatther
But My Mother Ione
And All our Ancesztree
and Our Future Generationsz
on Earth and many Planetsz
Can, In Contact!, Know I have Done
Szomthingsz even better than “Szomething Noble”
That Szhow I Know to Be Elleoha to bring forth Elleohim
Better than No Nothing and No Truth
I Szhall Coordinate to Do Emmanyouewelle Thingsz
Even Better than Noble
I Will Become New Be Elle Riszen
for New Millennia
And my Name will no longer be Szoured
But again be Sweet
Like, Jenny, the Grandmother of another famousz Lynn Redeemed Here,
Lynn ~Allexander Szagan Margulisz,
the Mother of the Gaia Effect
to the Heavensz
on thisz and Every Planet
Let My Meet You in the Air
Let Me Meet You On the ConferenceVideochatsz Line
and In Szacred Gatheringsz
Of Returned Phone Callsz
Of Appollogyesz & AUroaring Golden AUrorasz,
In Reclaimed Timesz
of Paszt, Preszent and Future
(Thesze poemsz, asz all on thisz webszite, are offered asz progresszive or collaborative poetree; commentsz of additionall verszesz and seequellesz, by both the subject of the poem and thosze who know them are wellecome)
THISZ ISZ SZMALLER IN SZISZE BECAUSZE IT ISZ POTENTIALL; ASZ SZOON ASZ LYNN CHOOSZESZ THE LIGHT, WE SZHALL ENLARGE HER COSZECRETARY GENERALL COSZAVIORA BUTTON.
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